No Pablo Neruda
Essays on life, work and literatureArchive for May 4, 2009
No Entwining Bodies
Reaching home, she lingers by the kettle
Its white perfume flattens on her neck
She pours a cup and strokes the delicate nettling neck
Of the thread running to the label, lifting it up
Her dish worn fingers muse over the vein
And down again her painted nails tap the china
While in her belted pants, her aching vagina,
Oh her aching vagina, craves for the attention
Of another with the same delineating caress
That she presses to the cotton ladder
Connecting sack to staple.
At seven o’clock the news is on
And she sits before the yawning face
Of the newsreader analysing and critical of him
She reads it better and quietly, in her mind
She puts him in his place, drawing meaning,
Careful arguments, elegantly phrased
To throw against him, if she meets him,
And that give him cause to be amazed,
While beneath her blouse, her breasts,
Oh her aching breasts,
Are begging to be caressed in the same
Thoughtful way she redistributes blame
And identifies hidden politics.
By midnight the drawing of the curtains
Preludes her decision to go to the sanctuary of her bed.
She draws back the covers in lingering motions
Revealing the dirty white sheet
Which has had no devotion
Of bonded and entwining bodies
That has known no emotion but of the
The damage of being constantly restrained
And the dreams in the censorious brain
Of the sensuously damned and the deadened.
She sleeps, oh how she sleeps,
With the dull sentience of an unworried child
In this quiet house, under the shroud
Of her aging body and the clock ticking in the lobby
Precisely measuring the time
Away, away, away from the divine.