No Pablo Neruda
Essays on life, work and literatureArchive for May 21, 2009
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I have no desire to change my past
No desire to know the future
I’m happy here, with both sides clear,
In a present white space I call nature.
I am happy to know, happy to know
That I don’t know where I’ve been
And I don’t know where I go.
I am happy to know, happy to know,
That all that exists, in the present subsists,
And when I wake tomorrow
It’s wiped clean like the memories of a dream
Again I am free in a clean white space.
Perhaps unlike me you wish to know
Perhaps unlike me you keep tabs on your past
And your future’s a place that currents and winds go
Perhaps unlike me you’re on a plateau
And amused by the rigid walls
That box you all sides on the main white stage.
Well, not me, not me,
I’m just happy alone with no past,
All alone in this space
No familiar face, to comfort and remind me
Nothing at all behind me and nothing in front
In a present that’s blunt
But that’s natural,
And the only real thing that I see.
I’m happy that way, but perhaps it’s just me,
I am happy you know, to not know,
Where I go, where I’ve been
And to wake every day to a slate that is clean
And all of my past just a dream, just a dream.